its been long.
since i had 4 hours of sleep and waking up to puffy eyes.
no.
i wasn't crying cause i miss my girls.
i was crying cause my stupid *&^$%^&*^%$#@ boyfriend made me cry.

thanks for remind me of him.
like i totally needed that.
but thanks for greys anatomy to make me feel a little better.
although i woke up seriously bitter.

is it so difficult to get happiness?
it like, you can feel it.
its within your grasp.
touching your fingertips.
and then it just slips away.
just like that.


so i guess you arent the person you thought you are.
not as well received as you like to think you are.
just know that people think you're ugly.
inside out.